Marvelously Dull Life

I love music. I love listening to it, singing, and just overall music is great. I'm not as big a fan of music videos. However... However. This music video both shocked me with how scandalous it is but I also liked it. Maybe you can guess why... First though I'm going to show a random picture because the first pic I put in a post is the one everyone sees when they look at the post. I don't want to scare anyone off. Don't worry it isn't too crazy. No drugs or alcohol. The song is Lady Marmalade and oh goodness I'm getting flustered thinking about it. It's basically about a guy who visits a prostitute. So... But it's a good song I swear! I'm not a creepy perv okay. Why do I feel the need to defend myself right now? Geez Louise. Okay this is a one time thing nothing scandalous after this. This is my most scandalous post. If for some weird reason I get possessed and post something risque in the future I will warn you. There, something wholesome b

So after telling my one friend at school (Rue) that I was dyeing my hair pink we immediately started discussing what I would be wearing. We discussed this for a while and came to the conclusion that my white top and jeans would look cute and that I should wear my pink sneakers since they would go with my hair. This is not exactly but as close as Google provided to said outfit: Cute right? Then Rue got really excited and her eyes lit up. "You should wear your hair in Space Buns!" She excitedly proclaimed. I was thought she was super cute but had no idea on what space buns were. Generously, she looked up pictures for me, exclaiming how cute and easy they are. "All you need are hair ties and bobby pins!" My routine is leaving it down and doing nothing to it when it's curly. Because if I brush my hair the curls disappear and it's just a floofy mess. Like Hermione in the Harry Potter books. When I do brush it I hide it in a ponytail. Boom. Done. My hair

I'm not sure if I've made this clear before but I started this blog as an alternative to therapy. Blogs cannot replace therapy BTW. I am now seeing a therapist and have finally been able to drag myself back here. Actually, the only reason i'm here is because I was checking my email. Why do I need therapy? Well PTSD aside I have anxiety and have been feeling hella depressed for about a year now so maybe depression? I've been feeling unmotivated to do anything which is really bad for several reasons. This is my Senior year so I have a lot to do. Senior Project, Community Service, Apply for Colleges, SAT, ACT, Regular old homework, and so much more! I've also been realizing how I have both been isolating myself from others and being isolated without meaning to. I have one friend at school and we barely see each other. All my online friends I haven't spoken to in about a year now. I'm bad at communication. Especially online. Overall I'm better at face-to