Everything Is Just Peachy (Everything Is Just A Dumpster Fire)

It's late, and I'm tired. So I'll cut to the chase. I'm not known for being the most reliable writer. I mean the sheer amount of posts I've made that promise a part two, that are still sitting, and collecting dust. Well I doubt I have an audience. I don't remember how long it's been since I posted, but I'm in a bad mood so I don't even care. This is a vent. This is for me. This is NOT for my lying, cheating, douche of a now ex-boyfriend.

I don't even want to get into it right now, I just want to cry or scream, or punch him in his stupid face. I know it's not my fault, but I can't help to berate myself for starting this relationship. To be honest I don't love him. I don't have a strong emotional connection to him. I feel upset, but also like I could move on tomorrow afternoon. If I decide to post again, I'll explain more. Basically my point is this:

I finally get a boyfriend

After years of being alone, wishing for love

I find someone who thinks I'm beautiful, and wants to pursue me

To be with me

Two months to the day we started dating, I found out he's cheating on me

What a fucking life

Update:
Break Up Song Playlist

Comments

  1. Furree KattJune 18, 2020 at 1:42 AM

    Hi! Stumbled across your blog. Just wanted to say not to waste your tears on some loser who cheated. You're worth much more than that!

    Let's be blog friends, you can catch me at furreekatt.blogspot.com.

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